True Love ♥

new new new!!

2007-02-20T21:06:43Z

Hi all!! I don't know how many of you guys still read my choc-tigi journal but some of you may know that I started a NEW one not long ago either.My xanga which I've only had for about two-threeish months. I had ads and plus im extremely picky with layouts. I was considering buying a paid account with my new livejournal New livejournal We'll see how that goes. I've spent quite abit trying to figure out where to put stuff on the sidebar. I just can't figure it out. Someone help me!!

See you on the other side!

Missing Youu

2007-01-10T05:33:17Z

Well we finally got to Tim house. Theres Greg, Tim, Allyce, James, Cho and Chris watching Kill Bill or in the backyard doing nothing while Im on Tims computer. Lol awesome way to spend the New Years I say. Julias not here because my parents thought it was better that she stayed with them cos its a long trip to Lemuah and all and we are going to be here for while. So we got a little time to do our thing without having to worry about her too much cos shes in good hands =) the problem is that I miss her to bits so much!! Even though she loves crying and spewing on me!! Im going to try have fun and make use of the nice dress that I bought!

Xanga noob

2007-01-10T05:32:06Z

Hey! I finally wrote an entry after 2-3days. I have no creativity at all and yes It looks pretty lame. Yay '07' here we come! Today Is New Years Eve and the plan is to go to Chris house and bum there. But first Im going to go to Seven Hills to find an outfit or something. I might wear my boots tonight! Hehe. I hope Julia doesn't cry too much! Btw this is so much better then livejournal! Im so obsessed!! ♥ Jenny

choc_tigi @ 2006-12-06T19:58:00

2006-12-06T08:58:21Z

Julia's 1 week old now!! Shes opening her eyes and feeding more. Poor boobs lol. Yes Im breastfeeding. =P So happy I can actually fit into my old clothes. Only some of them though! And Im down to about 65kgs from 70 plus. 65kg was my original weight before I got pregnant but I do still want to lose more. Now wouldn't really be the right time as Im breastfeeding and I wouldn't want that to affect my breast milk. As for excercising, thats out for another 5weeks at least. Bummer. Can't wait to skip lol. Cam and John joined the gym so jealous =P nahh. Anyways haven't got much else to update on. I'll let you know if something mega exciting happens!

BABY BOO!

2006-12-03T13:45:21Z

Mood : Joyful

Woot! I had my baby.. a beautiful healthy baby girl. Born at 3.03am on 29^th of November 2006. Haven’t really decided on a name. My water broke at about 4am the morning before and I went to hospital at 6am and was told to stay til the next day 7am to be induced if I don’t go into labour by myself. So It was pretty much a boring day. Walking around eating feeling fine til at night I was starting to feel bit of pain. Similar to period pain. Greg left at 10pm and that’s when the pain started to get worse. I tried to get some rest as I was going to be induced early the next morning. I couldn’t sleep so I was pacing the hallway and the pain just got worse I couldn’t take it anymore and managed to send Greg as messages to come to the hospital cos I needed him. As soon as he came they were going to take me downstairs to give me some gas. They wheeled me downstairs to the birthing unit and was using the gas for one minute before they told me that I was ready to push. Pushing lasted for about 20minutes. It was ouchie. Bet you didn’t need me to tell you that. Anyway I can’t stay on for long here are some dodgy pics I took with my phone whilst bub was sleeping. I haven’t taken any proper pics. Love you all .

My fav pic =)

wanting to yell

2006-11-27T12:57:59Z

Mood: Bitchy

Its been a while since I've updated. Haven't done much with my pregnant ass. I'm staying at Blacktown at the moment as im due really soon and basically anytime now! I've been trying to make most of my free time going out and enjoying the things around me. Walking for ages is a task I find tiring as cos im so huge not to mention when I go out I get looks and people being nice and smiley and all that. I usually wanna keep to myself and not really wanting the attention at all so I just snigger abit and mumble a few words back. This week I watched 'The Prestige' with Greg and I've got to say that I really enjoyed that movie. The suspense and how it was written was brilliant! On the other hand 'Borat' was a huge dissapointment. The jokes made were just too vulgar and too 'trying to be funny' Im just not one for vulgar humour. I just don't understand why this movie is such a hit. So only 6 more days til im due!! I've been walking around like a bloated whale eatingg Ferrero Rocher's. So yum. Travelling down to Macquarie Fields this Friday as Gregs sister, fiancee and son are coming over from Broken Hill for Rusell to attend a promotion offer at Parramatta. OR something like that.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

John 13th November
Nan 23th November
Mum 27th November
Allison 30th November

-- With love.

choc_tigi @ 2006-11-24T11:21:00

2006-11-24T00:21:38Z

My optus internet is fucking up and im really pissed off. Its been like this for 4days. I don't know how much more I can take. Basically I have no net. Fuck your mum optus.

choc_tigi @ 2006-11-19T01:35:00

2006-11-18T14:35:56Z

Yo! So I know I haven't updated in a long time. I just haven't had the huge urge to blog about random things. At the moment Im waiting for my mum to get off the phone to my nan so I can call my hubby. His at home making room for the baby! Baby is comming really soon! My due date is the 5th Dec.

Last night my mum realised that two pairs of her shoes that were kept outside of our house were missing. Missing as in stolen =P I found it pretty hard to believe! Who would steal used shoes? Lol and I'll tell you who would later in the story. Mummy realised that some of her shirts were missing that were left hanging on the clothes line to dry in our backyard. She kept whining all night about who could possibly steal her shoes and was full eyeing the junk mail man that came around, checking out his shoes. Lol. Today when my mum was at my dads shop in the afternoon it was just Steven and I at home he noticed a woman walked through our driveway straight to our backyard. RANDOM. So Steven peeked in the backyard to find her going through our recycling bin. Lol I didn't really want to confront a crazy woman so I made Steven shoo her away and he told me that she had some mental illness as it seems. So I saw her walk off and I called my mum and told her the story and she came home pretty quick and drove around with my brother to find out where she lives. She ended up telling us some bogas address (was not surprised) they trailed her and she basically was going around my hood into peoples backyards to nicking things. Called the police and they didn't come til like 2hrs later(unsatisfactory). Useless anyway cos they didn't do jackshit. What a waste of time. Apparently cops don't like messing with mental people cos theres lots of paperwork and getting a straight answer from a mental person is hardd. Gregs sister's fiancee has been a cop forever so he would know. Grr. Im so pissed nothing was done at all. What about our property being trespassed? Now Im so paranoid being at home alone. I really don't want to confront her.

.thirteen. damn.. US$5,000 for a ps3.. playing carbon says:
you have huge thighs..

-- sometimes a little discouragement can be used as encouragement =) Thank John.

choc_tigi @ 2006-11-03T17:03:00

2006-11-03T06:03:56Z

So I just recieved a call from Gregory and he tells me that his friend needs him once again to soothe his broken heart once again. Man this has been going for ages, Ricky being in a relationship that constantly gets him down. I've always told myself whats the point when the bad times outweigh the good ones and when all your holding onto are the memories of what you HAD. So why am i pretty pissed off? We've tried so many times to convience him that leaving Erin would be the best thing for him. Stop him from being miserable all the time. And making his friends run to the city to console him and figure whats going on with his GF. Yes I did sympathise for him when he called me up crying and feeling helpless. Im sorry but I feel enough is enough. We've done so much to try convience him to drop Erin and when he did one time, it only lasted for oneday. How many more times do we have to drop everything and try convience him to do whats best for him when at the end he doesn't listen. Thats why Im tired and think we've said all we've wanted to say. So just tell me what are your thoughts. Im finding it hard to express how I feel and this blog might not even make sense at all.

choc_tigi @ 2006-10-28T13:22:00

2006-10-28T03:33:02Z

lol so I decided I was bored waiting for Greg to come over so I took some pics and my earrings lol. I've been buying so many pairs of earrings cos I can't spend my money on much else (clothes,shoes etc) Yeah they pretty bad pics but .. O wells. =D BTW. Me without makeup -- Be scared!!

Your probably can't see the earrings properly... gah

choc_tigi @ 2006-10-27T13:50:00

2006-10-27T14:05:15Z

Hey guys. So Im totally into mindless blogging and now got Camcam addicted =D Today I went to Cabramatta with my mother and nan. Didn’t do much really except for shopping and having lunch at this Viet food place, ended up having some weird chicken pho (they don’t serve beef at all :O) and it tasted like shiat!! So today I blew about 20 or so dollars but I guess it was worth it. I don’t really have the chance to go to Cabra much. Gregs at Macquarie Fields atm recovering from his bowling/drinking night with his workmates@Fairfield. He had 2 drinks but his apparently still feeling the effects of it hehe. So Jasmine is coming to Sydney tomorrow!! YAY. Haven’t seen that girl in ages and ii miss herrrrr & Cam! Cams staying at Blacktown for a few months while her aunt and uncle are in the Phils supporting their son for the PinoyAcademy thingo. My backs been hurting like hell lately && feeling dizzy and shiat. I really hope I can see Jasmine if not tomorrow then Sunday. I don’t think that its in my best interest to be out in the city clubbing late at night. =( Poo. Never been clubbing before. I bought these cool as earrings from Cabra. I tried taking a pic of me in em lol but I look shitty and it don't do the earrings any justice. I wanna start taking pics and making my post (more?) interesting hehe. Peace out bitches!

choc_tigi @ 2006-10-25T09:37:00

2006-10-25T09:47:54Z

Grr.. Greg and I had this stupid fight.. We decided for dinner we'll have steak and bake potatoes.. Yum. Apparently we had a few potatoes left from the last time we went shopping. The problem? The potatoes were sprouting. EW. And I was in charge of preparing the potato bake. I obviously wanted greg to buy new potatos cos I don't want to risk getting sick and plus I grew in a household where we were cautious about the state of the food we consume. So this argument went on for about 30min. Arh so annoying lol. End rant/

choc_tigi @ 2006-10-23T14:21:00

2006-10-23T14:26:39Z

Just came home from Macquarie Fields, did nothing all day. Its late and i basically came online to rant. Ok. Well theres a part of me that just doesn't feel like eating anymore. Why? Because everything I consume is unhealthy its all around me and I can't help it. I try eat healthy but to be honest theres not a great variety out there that tickles my fancy. I don't know why but its really affecting me I just don't feel like eating anymore I feel so gross eating all these unhealthy foods and I don't even like homecooked meals that much.. I don't like the beef and chicken.. just the thought of it makes me kinda ill. This is probably the most random post I've done but I really dont know how to express it any further. I feel so fustrated and unhealthy and I feel like I can't do anything about it..

i love you!

2006-10-21T14:01:49Z

-- Fustrated

Gosh. Seriously my brother, sometimes I feel sorry for him and other times I just wanna strangle him. Why? Because he just behaves so selfish all the time. He just feels everything he does have to benifit him in some way and if it doesn't theres no point in doing it. Tonight me and my mum got talking abit in the kitchen. Mainly just bitching about Andrews attitude. What really pissed me off today was the fact that he has a habit of throwing glass bottles on the road. Now why would I be so annoyed about that? Well because his being inconsiderate to our neighbours, neighbours who have little kids playing on the pathway might venture on the road to retrive a ball or something what if they tripped and fell on glass? He had the privlidge of having glass free road/pavement when he was a kid playing in the front yard. Why not think about others? Another thing that annoys me is how he destroys our house. So yes it might be a shithole but why make it even more of a shithole by punching the walls, spitting on the plants everytime he pass by (poor plant) using his knife to cut into house furniture. Throwing tissues and other garbage in the house. We have a bin ! Graffiting in the toilet/shower with his random bullshit. Its your house for goodness sakes. My parents are still paying the house off. At least show some appriciation and respect in the house you live in. I just hope noone out there has to deal with someone like my brother. I can go on til the cows come home but I wouldn't want to bore you with my endless rant about my dumb brother-- ♥

choc_tigi @ 2006-10-20T13:20:00

2006-10-20T03:53:26Z

howdy! Well I woke up today with a sore throat and sore calf muscles. Had the most major leg cramp ever!! How painful are they! Well I know I probably got what i deserved lol. Camille called me up at 11.30 wanting to meet up at Blacktown. I got ready in about 30minutes and ran for the bus that was suppose to come at 12.22 and didnt come til about 12 minutes later. =( Well me and camille met up and bought some food to eat + cleo and we were on our way to Campelltown. Bumped into John in the train he was going to work and was telling me some weird obsessed guy in the Phils that tried to kill himself over a girl that didn't see him more than a friend. His repeated failed attempts humoured us til we got to Granville. It was so hot on the trains for some reason. I remember that days of going to Campelltown meeting up with Greg and Im glad I don't have to do it anymore. I think I would go crazy with those 2hr train rides. Not much happened on the train ride Cam and I caught up since we haven't seen nor talked to each other properly for yonks! I miss that bitch!! =P Well after we arrived at Campelltown we walked to the place Cam was having her job interview. They gave her some number and word sheet to fill out to prove that you can do simple numercacy and have some sort of writing ability hehe. Cam ended up not doing any percentage questions cos she didn't know how + she was too lazy! We arrived at the place a little early but it ended up being worth it because it took her like 1 hr to finish the booklet + another 20 minutes or so waiting for the damn lady to interview cam. Finally she came and took Cam away for 10minutes and we were ready to get out of there finally. We couldn't decide wheather to go to Cabra (so she can perve on viet bad boys) or Liverpool/Blacktown. Apparently Cabra closed at 5.30 normal time and by then it was already 5.00pm so by the time we got there everything would be shut! So we decided Liverpool would be funfun & get Greg to pick us up afterwards lol. Cam bought hot rod meal deal thingy from KFC which Greg is obsessed too. Except she didnt eat her zinger and one stupid rod lol. I ended up buying a fillet O fish meal. I haven't eaten one since i was 7 weeks pregnant.. so 26 weeks! lol. WHY? cos the last time I did I ended up in hospital spewing my guts out and I've just been turned off by them. Til now. We went walking around myers had 25% off all handbags for 5days only. OMG if only i could afford that Oroton bag.. or Guess. =( too bad they didn't have a better range. That sucks. drools* DKNY. I ended up buying 2 earrings from sportsgirl which were okayy. Teal studded (not that big) & square crystal (huge&heavy) I regret buying the second one. They just hang off my lobe. GAY. Anyway. I've been bored lol and been rambling on.. hmm lol

choc_tigi @ 2006-10-17T13:45:00

2006-10-17T03:50:00Z

choc_tigi @ 2006-10-16T13:07:00

2006-10-16T13:36:45Z

So I've been obsessing lately.. about my weight-- Yeah I know its gross!! I've been thinking of ways to shed the dreaded kilos. Before I was pregnant I was always trying to be slim (60%) of the time. But now since I've gotten this large I've been really motivated to lose all the weight I've gained plus more. I envy all the size 00 people out there! Rar~ I remember the days the glamour girls would go on a diet and use each other as motivation, namely Camille, Angelica and Me. I ended up losing around 6 or so kilos from not eating for around 4 days plus doing boxing. It feels different starving and boxing, it gave me more motivation then just pigging out and excercising. I'd just be excercising for nothing and getting ride of some of the calories/kilojoules I had consumed. Im not against fat people. Lol. Just Im the type that don't like to feel fat rolls when i sit down and etc. =D I've been thinkin about taking diet pills. They just so many on the market Its quite overwelming trying to find one that works! Of course I won't be taking them now or when I do breastfeed. We all know whatever I consume during the time i breastfeed will end up in my breastmilk.

choc_tigi @ 2006-10-14T12:19:00

2006-10-14T12:26:11Z

♪ When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby ♪

choc_tigi @ 2006-10-12T20:45:00

2006-10-12T10:48:38Z

OMG just found this pic.. so scarily thin * loves it..!! Enjoyy!

choc_tigi @ 2006-10-12T08:48:00

2006-10-12T09:09:27Z

choc_tigi @ 2006-10-03T14:00:00

2006-10-03T04:00:33Z

babydoll.nu
hawt ..`

choc_tigi @ 2006-10-01T02:40:00

2006-09-30T16:39:31Z

NOTHING I DO IS EVER FUCKING RIGHT.

congratulations

2006-09-19T04:25:18Z

18.09.06//5.05pm
Dhinusha and Jarrad
2.38Kg
44cm
Girl

choc_tigi @ 2006-09-13T14:53:00

2006-09-13T04:57:10Z

Going to Parra to meet Julie. ZOMG pho!! YUM!
1. Facial
2. Elizabeth Arden {Green Tea} OR Escada {Sentiment}
3. Hair cut
4. Cetaphil
5. Primer
6. Mineral makeup
7. Pore strips

spankin`

2006-09-11T07:10:14Z

For really hot asian hairstyles: http://www.rasysa.com/pkg/style/
Im looking for something that is effortless and won't need blow drying and all that bullshit =) Cos I just cant be bothered! Theres just 3 pics under the cut. I really like the first one. I noticed that most of them have it styled curly.. Whats their obsession with curling their hair? peace out bitches.V